HEMLOCK!

What you see it's what you get...

Lately... I just found myself searching desperately for free time...
Summer it's here, hot weather all around and as every year, it didn't seems to be the best season for me.
Looking at my Schedule I just can feel tired...July, two weekend festivals, one move with it's *new flat* presentation party, three custom meetings, one live concert, one *summer enterprise* party, work... sleep... work...
August, one wedding outside my province, four birthdays, ten days with Sandro & Tatu around the city for holidays, one weekend on Germany to visit Mariliane, work... sleep... work...

To tell the truth I didn't disagree all this meetings & celebrations... but it's very rare that I have as much "social life"...
Last Wednesday for example, I went out with Fer... after... how much?? 3 months minimum??! Everything was perfect as normal with him...
I love this guy... I know him since I was 10 years old... we went to the same private school at the evenings, we played ROL games... Flequi arrives later... he went to the theater with his friends...
I guess Fer enjoyed the Hindi restaurant... but we are not customary to eat as much!! XDD
Late at night we watched ROBOTS... first time for him... 4th time for me... ^^U

On Tuesday I was talking with SeraLola... she is unemployed now!! it really surprised me... because the last time we talk, she seemed to be really happy with her last job... she left the company 'cause start to feel stressed!!!
My sweet SeraLola, the one who was always smiling & laughing here at the office... I can't believe... what have they done to you?? Finally we decide to take her off some weekends... sun & beach with old friends will help her... or at least I hope so...

B.S.O.- Utada Hikaru - Shiawase ni narou

When I started to write I really want to make a small resume of this week... I like to write what happened on my days... because in the future, when I read this post... I will enjoy remembering what was on them...
Thinking about this... few days ago, somebody ask me what's "utility" have write a blog.
There is no specific utility in a blog... just communicate.
Most of the people seeks just a place where to express their opinions... their feelings... Many people use this online journals to relieves herself. The public statement of this online windows didn't mean that all this words are not sincerely or passionate.
You can said what you want, it's your space & if someone gets offended it's just because of himself.
You can read carefully tones of blogs, millions of opinions... but the really interesting it's the evolution of all those thoughts, of this person and "his life".
Maybe this explanation only applies for me... but you know... it's my space... and I will say what I am thinking.
That's all for today...

B.S.O.- Utada Hikaru - LETTERS

Atatakai suna no ue wo arukidasu yo

Kanashii shirase no todokanai umibe e

Kimi ga inakutemo taiyou ga noboru to

Atarashii ichinichi no hajimari

Kyou eranda amidakuji no sen ga

Doko ni tsuzuku ka wa wakaranai

Namakemono na watashi ga mainichi hataraku riyuu

Aa ryoute ni sora wo mune ni arashi wo

Aa kimi ni owakare wo

Aa kono umibe ni nokosarete ita no wa

Itsumo okitegami

Aa yume no naka demo denwa goshi demo

Aa koe wo kikitai yo

Aa kotoba kawasu no ga nigate na kimi wa

Itsumo okitegami

Isogashii to renraku tama ni wasurechau kedo

Dare ni datte ichi, nido wa aru koto

Kyou hanashita toshiue no hito wa

Hitori demo daijoubu da to iu

Ibukashige na watashi wa mada kangaeteru tochuu

Aa hana ni namae wo hoshi ni negai wo

Aa watashi ni anata wo

Aa kono madobe ni kazararete ita no wa

Itsumo okitegami

Aa sukoshi dake demo shatsu no ue demo

Aa kimi ni furetai yo

Aa oboete iru saigo no ichigryou wa

Kanarazu kaeru yo

Aa yasuragu basho wo yume ni tsuzuki wo

Aa kimi ni okaeri wo

Aa kono sekai no dokoka kara watashi mo

Okuritsuzukeru yo

Aa yume no naka demo denwa goshi demo

Aa koe wo kikitai yo

Aa kotoba kawasu no ga nigate nara

Kondo kyuu ni inaku naru toki wa

Nanimo iranai yo

Tell me that you'll never ever leave me

Then you go ahead and leave me

What the hell is going on

Tell me that you really really love me

Then you go ahead and leave me

How the hell do I go on...